cookies n' cream

what will I do, i Cant sleep…..im afraid things if things will not be the same…im paranoid…what if he’s inlove with someone else? I havent told my feelings yet kc i have to keep my words..sabi ko dati after graduation..ayoko pa san madevelop feelings ko kia lang love is very inevitable..u cant really manipulate it..kahit anu pang gawin kong panloloko sa sarili ko ..ako lang nsasakatan…ang hirap nmn totally mag show ng feelings though sometimes im sweet to him iba pa rin kung bf ko nasya…ibang care and love and attention un…that is a level up..but I CANT! why oh why! indi ako magugulat kung one day umalis sya…sana lng mas maaga pa..para kaya ko kc pag naiisip ko parang sa ngayong nahihirapan na ko..ayokong umalis sya! Ayoko ng feelings ko! sya n lng lagi ko naiisip! What is this! am i jealous? should i be?….cant sleep. Honest to goodness I hope he gets what he deserve. He’s a super nice guy and im sure every girl would love him if they only know kung gano sya kasincere sa isang babae. and i know im lucky to have him around. I pray na sana hindi ko sya ma take for granted and ma alagaan  nmin ang friendship na meron kami. sana di na k maging moody sa knya. sana lagi lng lme msaya. sana mapakita at maparamdam ko sa knia ang totoo kong feelings, something pure,kind and something that will never come to an end.WHatever happens! good night.

bwissit! alam mo yung, hindi ka sanay na yung friend mong guy or lets just say ka “MU” mo nkikiapagflirt sa ibang girl na i admit maganda nmn..! bwisit lang tlga ung feeling pag indi k na masyado npinapansin katulad ng dati. yung alam mong busy na sya at alam na nyang marami syang choices..sana lng maaga pa sabihin nia na kung ayaw niya na..para isang pahirrapan n lng sa part ko..kasi may attachment na eh.Maiintindihan ko nmn kung masaya sya don, wag lng ung ganito…ung alam mong may kalandian syang tinatago! ibulgar n lng sana di ba! i hate this. i hate this.i know im bitter but I’ll be BETTER after this!

Love, Love, Love, Love, Love
Giving me
Love, Love, Love
More than I ever need

Verse
Love, you’re so distracting
Am I overreacting, For feeling this way
And ever, since I met ya, I can’t keep my attention
And you are to blame

Chorus
You’re love’s a permanent distraction, a perfect interaction
A feeling so extreme
I lost my appetite to eat, and I barely get to sleep
Cause you’re even in my dreams
And I thought that I was strong but I knew that all along, this was out of my control
So I fell into your hands, and I don’t know where we’ll land, 
I’m just going with the flow

Love, Love, Love, Love, Love

Verse
Someday, I want to run away
This feels so perfect, it’s breaking my heart
Yeah we could, we could stay here happy
Or after summer, be two worlds apart
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/h/hope/love_love_love.html ]
Chorus
You’re love’s a permanent distraction, 
A perfect interaction
A feeling so extreme
I lost my appetite to eat, and I barely get to sleep
Cause you’re even in my dreams
And I thought that I was strong but I knew that all along, 
This was out of my control
So I fell into your hands, and I don’t know where we’ll land, 
I’m just going with the flow

Giving me, Love Love Love, Love Love
More than I ever need
Giving me Love Love Love

Bridge
You’re Love, Is coming like a freight train
Ain’t nothing gonna stop it, 
It’s heading for my heart, 
You’re Love, is bigger than a rain cloud
It covered up my whole skies
It’s filling up my heart, 
My heart with
Love, Love, Love, Love, Love
More than I ever need
Giving me
Love, Love, Love

Chorus
You’re love’s a permanent distraction, a perfect interaction
A feeling so extreme
I lost my appetite to eat, and I barely get to sleep
Cause you’re even in my dreams
And I thought that I was strong but I knew that all along, this was out of my control
So I fell into your hands, and I don’t know where we’ll land, 
I’m just going with the flow

Giving me
Love, Love, Love, Love, Love
More than I ever need

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/h/hope/#share